About my first love…
My name is dre, I used to be the type of guy who doesn’t like
girls. I don’t want to get close to them but I grow with them, I know there
foolish act and good part of them. When they are happy, sad, angry, and moody
and so on like that which make me feels I don’t need a girl in my life. But
this same me who doesn’t like girls used to love a girl when I was young around
age 12… then me and the girl attend the same Church, we use to act together
then. she is fair not that tall, beautiful, caring and lovely but I never told
her I loved her, so I keep it within me and my friends… then we play a role
together whereby she played the role of Mary (Mother of Jesus Christ) and I Joseph
(Father of Jesus Christ)…right on the stage then I had a chance to hug her but I
am the shy type, after the play then my friends are just like “you are not even
smart at all, instead of you should hug her and let her know what on” you know bad boys will always be a bad boy…so
after the act I left the church for more than 5-6years due to change of
environment and I also had an accident then so I was admitted to the hospital
for more than 6 month, so as time goes by we relocated back to the vicinity close
to the church and there is my school also.. So I had a junior friend who also
attend the same church, he is a boy’s brigade and also a chorister... I begin
to follow him to brigade practice often so as to make new friend in church
since it has been long that I left… so here comes this faithful day, we were at
brigade practice while choir practice was going on, so we finished the practice
on time and almost everybody left for choir practice and I sat down inside
listening to the voice of music when I had the name TOLU then I look through
and for me to find out is this girl I loved since child, I was just lost in
thought, as in I wasn’t listening to the music again but just staring at her… as
in she was looking so wonderfully beautiful, I couldn’t find the words to
complement her beauty but to just relax and dream of the world that hasn’t
exist…so I joined the choir also, I spent my time in church till the day I finally
get to talk to her which is on her birthday…and it wasn’t like real talk like
that, it was just Happy Birthday. After then, we started to talk once in a while...
I add her up on Facebook we begin to chat once in a while then I requested for
her 2go username “that was when 2go was
still hitting the street” and she was like “I am an amateur” and I said don’t worry “I am JJC” so she gave me
her username, I think it is DINKYQUEEN…
so we started chatting and you know I’m always the funny type, I’m making my
way to win her heart I think.. A friend gave me her number so I begin to call
her, sometimes I will call her and not talk but put the music on for her to listen
“see how smart and stupid I am”. Now
comes the day I made up my mind to tell her “I LOVE HER”... we had a praise night in church then, so one of my
junior sister in church called her out for me…you know I never mentioned this
but I’m a wonderfully love text writer in school, I composed love text/quote and
get paid. So we finally get to stand and talk, you know how the words will be.
Here goes our conversation “Tolu, have
waited all this while to express my love for you... Each time I tried spilling
it out, my mind run faster than myself... Loving you is like having the universe
on me, my love for you is beyond imagination… I can turn the world around just
to be with you, we don’t have a lot but I will surely give you all you want
whether big or small… “As in I love you and I want you””…. So she said dami
you know what you are handsome, good guy, funny, caring and girls will always
want to have you. but as for me…. “here comes the time I made a decision to
always run, because “if you are a deer
you run to survive and if you are a lion you run not to starve, whether you choose
to be a lion or a deer you run””…She said “I have to finish my Secondary school first, I said no problem. I will
finish my university, I said no problem... I will serve, no problem…I will get
a Job, no problem... Then I will look for husband, if I can’t find one then I will
come back to you”... that got me thinking then I made the decision that I will
never LOVE again “that doesn’t stop me
from Loving, wait for the next story” and I will never stop for once but will
work hard to make it work for me…. So First love sometimes don’t leads to first
date
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