This is what I realized after going through the pains and sorrow, at first when you meet a girl, you will always be the first and the last person on her mind, the moment you started growing together the love begin to fade and the you will have different excuses. This is about me myself...i have always love a single girl since the beginning of my life, I tried satisfying her with all I can but still my best wasn’t enough, at first at the beginning of the relationship I used to call often and often but at times goes by I don’t call as I used to…but before then she used to praise me a lot like “I AM HER SMALL GOD” which I made her understand that it all bcuz I’m having at that particular moment, so since I don’t call like I use to call before then she begin to change, she started flirting around and so on while I’m leaving with the hope of having a caring girlfriend who will never cheated on me.. She did it once, and I over looked it but it awaken the jealous part of me which doesn’t believe any of her words. Then I also try to misbehave but I couldn’t because I love her so much, and I go back to her and promised her I will always satisfy her in every ways but what can I do, I love her a lot and not willing to let go… but still she doesn’t stop so as at 31st of dec 2018, I made her understand that I’m not forcing her to love me that if she really want to go with who so ever she wishes then she is free.. Then she made her decision that she is leaving, it hurt me badly but I have promise to stick with what every decision she makes. So as at first I rock around with my brothers in church when she called me she need to see me and bcuz the love was still there I accept to see her and she apologized, so I take her back but since then she has never been acting like the girl I used to know, she might buff me up today and take me back tomorrow but I don’t want that so I tried defining my relationship with her… so here comes the day 7th of jan 2019, where she asked me of something and I was like why don’t you ask ur boyfriend and she go annoyed with me so I tried apologizing, so I left Lagos to her place at shapade around 6pm in the evening and I got to her place around 8:30plus for me to meet her with a guy who she has been talking about and I even try sorting things out with her but she made me understand that I’m nothing to her, then I left there around 9plus that night then I face a lot on my way that I will never tell anyone… what all this stuff is talking about is that if she really had love me as she used to claim then she wouldn’t allow me to leave that night but she doesn’t care… all the sweet word she has been saying was just of the tongue… so guys true love is never TRUE….
….DRE
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